Friday, February 20, 2009

Yes: A Song

Sometimes the memories of we
remind me why I had to leave.
And sometimes, they chop like an axe,
leaving me with just one thing I have to ask:

What do I do with all the times
I laid there with you, and called you mine?
What do I do with all the places
I will only and always see your face?

All the times my soul cried out:

"Yes! Yes! You're finally the one.
Yes! Yes! The race has been won.
I've searched all my life, just to find you."

Because now you're gone, so 
what, what do I do? 
Guess I say yes.

Been drinkin' a lot these days
just tryin' to cope with the rage,
and writing for reasons I can't understand
songs about how I'm still holding your hand.

So, what do I do when I reach for your hand
and find that my hand has nowhere to land?
And what do I do with a soul that won't stop
making me see you and making me drop

to my bare knees and say

"Yes! Yes! You're finally the one.
Yes! Yes! The race has been won.
I've searched all my life, just to find you."

Because now you're gone, so 
what, what do I do? 
Guess I say yes.

I don't know where on earth you are,
and I don't think you took it this hard,
and you were always stronger than me,
but right now I've never felt so weak.

I saw your face in the mirror last week
in your cotton nightgown, just staring at me.
I turned to say, "Baby, come on, gimme a kiss,"
and in half a split second, you turned into mist.

So what do I do when I'm haunted by you
and see pieces of you in all that I do?
What do I do with a soul wracked with pain
and remembers beauty when it sees your face

in my dreams and says

"Yes! Yes! You're finally the one.
Yes! Yes! The race has been won.
I've searched all my life, just to find you."

Because now you're gone, so 
what, what do I do? 
Guess I say yes.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

I read these words with recognition and second guessing...

I hope they've been put to music.