My Life is Full of Fear

Fear of the future.

Fear of failure.

I fear the inability to hear.

I fear the inability to see.

I fear loneliness.

I fear publicity.

I fear the unknown,

the unknowable

and the unknower.

I fear language.

I fear truth, 

truth more than anything.

Something that its outside of social or historical determination, and has been determined to be undeniable...terrifying

I fear the undeniable.

I fear desire.

I fear biological imperatives.

I fear jouissance.

I fear innocuousness.

I fear fearlessness.

I fear fecklessness.

I am afraid of almost everything that goes through my head, but I am not, for reasons I cannot begin to explain, afraid of death.

Though death comes for us all, it will always be an unsolvable mystery of how, and in universal ignorance I take great solace. 

enough solace, at least, to not be afraid.

I fear hegemony.

I fear power.

I fear money.

I fear control.

I fear controlessness.

I fear fascim.

I fear totalitarianism.

I fear democracy.

I fear regimeism.

I fear Reaganism.

I fear racism, and the destructive wave it splashes across humanity since the beginning of time. 

One of the greatest mathematical improbabilities in the universe--"mankind"--reduced to hating, hating physical characteristics.

"The history of all hitherto existing society is the history of class struggle."  --Karl Marx, 1818-1883.